I NEED TO RANT.
This (WILL) contain much vulgarities, don't bother reading it.

You heartless fucking bitch. I know we could never be friends again after what happened, but for goodness sake that happened in YEAR ONE. I've said sorry countless times + paid $100 for it. What more do you want me to do? I know you were the one who spammed my blog back then, but did i hold a grudge against you? Did i do anything to you? NO. I know we hated each other since then (and we still do now) I admit that i still hate you, but never have i done anything to harm you. I just stayed neutral with you all this while, i just took you as a SCHOOLMATE. I know you hate me that much too, but never did i expect you would do something THIS LOW. I didn't do anything to wreak your reputation or happiness or whatsoever, so WHY DID YOU HAVE TO TELL ON US??? What's so ironic bout this whole thing is that while this is like our FIRST TIME only, you've had dunnoe how many of them outside before. You should know better then anyone else how it feels like to have that someone with you, someone that makes you HAPPY. Yes i know you lost that somewhere in January and it hurts alot but YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO VENT YOUR ANGER ON US. Seeing as how you weren't that happy then, you just had to ruin our happiness by breaking us up too didn't you? Argh, damn you, you friggin' slut. I hope you're happy that you got what you want. >.<

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(This is for you ♥)
Things have changed without you around most of the time. It feels different and i don't really like it, but we don't have much of a choice, do we? I don't know if it'll stay this way forever, or it'll just be temporary. But either way, it hurts. ALOT. We're just so distant nowadays and it's really killing me D: I don't know if you know it, but i miss you so damn much; and although i may not show it, i still love you as much. You say that this wouldn't bring us down, that it would only serve to strengthen it, but HAVE IT? I can't stand the coldness around us and that sense of uncertainty hanging around in the air. I may look happy on the outside, but what's inside me isn't happy at all. If only we could turn back the clock and rewind time, then maybe we would have done something differently, something that would not land us in this horrible state we're in now.